Fatherhood

Off on a sidebar... I posted this without text today... Pretty neat of me huh?

I love being a father. My two little kids are growing so fast. Michael is going to be a little man before I know it, and Gabby is getting more and more beautiful by the day... Where has the time gone?

I think that my biggest concern is that some of the best friends I have ever had are missing them growing up. I am wondering though, which is more important? Having my family see my kids grow up, or having my good friends miss them growing up. You would think with technology the way it is that it would be possible for both to watch them grow up...

I am just wondering though... How much do you share via technology to allow your friends the opportunity to watch your kids grow? My daddy instinct says as little as necessary... My pride says share everything because nothing will happen to you.... Dilemmas... if this is the worst one I face for the next week I really am sitting pretty...

Prayers...

Pisio

I Love It!

And by it, I mean my new job. It is awesome. I am using my head and the skills that I learned from the military to build something that is actually being used. I guess after the treatment I received at my last two jobs I have forgotten what it was like to be treated like a human with skills and talents that should be used. I had gotten so tired of fighting for others and myself, I did not notice I was being treated like garbage. Man do I know the difference now.

This new company actually appreciates me. They are letting me think and create a little bit. I am able to make their products more maintenance friendly, and aesthetically pleasing to the eye. The engineers are not offended or upset when I do this, they actually appreciate it, especially if things work when I am done altering them. So far so good as far as that goes.

I am loving life again. There for a while I was feeling like I was doomed to be in the retail run around for the rest of my life. This company took a chance on me, and so far all parties involved are happy that they did. Now I just need to get back to school. Jonah and I are getting some debt we acquired while I was a cartpusher paid off, and then I will resume my degree pursuits. I am leaning towards Thomas Edison State College. They are a distance education college out of New Jersey, and they offer a lot of good programs. Any number of them I could complete very quickly...

I LOVE MY NEW LIFE!

Prayers,

Pisio