Got no clue when I became the man I became. If you can even call what I am a man. My dad's death sent me reeling... careening with no clue to who I am. Suddenly he passed... dropped dead of a cardiac arrest... Lived for nine days... hung on...
Three years I've searched for me, but without him I cannot find me... Reeling... pushing carts... I am at a loss.. no skills beyond those that I developed to please him.. nothing of my own... lost...
I hate this... I hate this... I hate this... Lost...
Prayers...
Pisio
