Criminal Minds

I tried to convince my wife that this was a good show, but she would not believe me. Then there was an episode that changed her mind. Now she is addicted to it like a bad drug or something, and I am her pusher... HEHEHEHE... I guess husbands can be bad influences after all.

I really am not sure what it is about the show that I like so much, but I do know that I like it too. I like the way that they profile behavior and are able to paint a picture of what a criminal is like. It is like a behavior puzzle that they are able to solve... sometimes they have the box to look at, but most times there is some kind of twist... like an unexpected assistant, or two killers in one person's body.

It is a nice escape from reality I guess. I think that you have to turn your mind off for a little bit each day, and Criminal Minds allows me that escape.

Prayers,

Pisio

AARGH

My little girl is driving me nuts... I think I know why a lot of male mammals eat their children... I know that I need to be patient and loving with her, but she is such a little chimp some days... Most days...

Today, she spent the entire day crying. Tylenol... No work. Noni's house... No work... Sleep... No work... Food... No Work... Momma... No work... Finally tonight at about 9:00 she went into her crib with no complaint... Peace and quiet...

Surprisingly her brother went down at about the same time with little or no struggle...

Long day... peaceful night...

Prayers,

Pisio

Okay...

So at one point this was a PR 3 blog, but I went so long without posting that I lost my PR... Argh... wonder how I can get it back? I have more time right now. I am taking a break from school... AGAIN... and I have more time since my new job is 9am - 6pm Monday through Friday. My wife likes to blog at night, and since we have Netflix now she watches movies and T.V. shows while she blogs. We do have a lot of cuddle time on the couch, but she does spend a lot of time with her computer. Maybe later this year I can get her a new one...

If any of you readers and followers are still out there, let me know where you would like me to take this blog... It will still be a personal diary of sorts... for the most part again. I have some other ideas about themes and things, but the snail still fits...

Prayers,

Pisio

WOW!

I can not believe how long it has been since I last posted... I did not realize that being a father of two could take so much out of you. I hope that I can get back to posting more often, but I can not promise anything. I also need to update the layout and things. Hmm... Well perhaps later this week I post something of substance, but I just wanted to let my followers (creepy to even think) that I am still around, and hope to be posting more often again soon. I also intend to lighten up the mood of this place. More humor, less doom and gloom... I hope anyway.

Prayers,

Pisio

Pappa Bear

Watching waiting wondering.
Are you there? Do you look down on me with pride, or disgust.
I am not the man we planned on me being, and yet I am a shadow of him.
There is still hope for me, that I can become half the man and father that you were, that you still are...

Two kids now, a wife and a mortgage...
I push carts pappa bear. I push carts.

I watch the sprinklers now, more and more.
Wondering when it will be the last day I can.
It is only a matter of time. I am still reeling from that day.
You left so suddenly, but we all knew how you felt.
You loved us, you still do.

No degree, still struggling...
I push carts pappa bear. I push carts.

Mikey makes me laugh; a complete joy.
You would have loved his so, but you left too soon.
I know you can see him down here, running in the sprinklers.
He knows you, mom has made sure of that. Pappi.
We miss you, more than we knew.

Worried about the future, no reserves left.
I push carts pappa bear. I push carts.

So much on my mind; I do not sleep at night.
I wonder lost through the day.
I miss you and your guidance; your love.
Now you love us in ways we can't see or feel.
Little consolation; yet you do.

I push carts pappa bear. I push carts.

Trusting the System

I always used to hear in high school that I was too nice and that nice guys never ________________. You can complete that with what ever you like, but generally it was something like "get ahead" or "get the girl". It used to really make me angry watching the guy who acted like a complete ass get the girl I would have treated like a princess, or watch the kid who cheated on all his tests get the awards the guys like me who worked hard should have gotten.

Now I am watching tax cheats and outright liars run the greatest country in the world into the ground, and I wonder is trusting in the system worth it or should I start trying to get ahead by other means?

I've always heard that if I tithed I would be blessed... I've tithed, and now I have burnt through all my savings, am living paycheck to paycheck, and am going to have to borrow money from my mother just to be able to buy groceries this month.

I've always heard that if I worked hard, my work would speak for itself and I would be able to get ahead... I've worked my ass off the last six months, and yet the guys who sit on their ass for 40 minutes out of every hour and blow smoke up the right manager's ass get jobs I have applied for despite them being on the job a shorter time than me and never working as hard.

I've always thought that honest people would make the best politicians. Yet I watch honestly good people get destroyed by power hungry ego maniacs that lie out of both sides of their mouth...

When did the system go so wrong?

Prayers,

Pisio

BDS

Liberals need to get over it. Bush is no longer in charge. Obama inherited a mess, but he has done exactly the wrong things to clean them up... I mean seriously imagine this conversation:

Husband: Honey, we are in over our heads. Our debt is unsustainable.
Wife: Oh really... what are we going to do about it?
Husband: Lets spend our way out of it...

I know if I had that one with my wife she would either have me committed or she would tell me to see her in divorce court (not really, but just sayin).

Now he wants to nationalize our bodies... what happened to that whole choice thing? I thought liberals wanted people to keep their hands off of their bodies... unless it is government subsidized health care... Do you realize we already have that? It is called the Emergency Room. Not ideal, but at least people have access...

There is a huge problem no one seems to be thinking/ talking about when it comes to health care, and a government option. The government does not need to make a profit (as evidenced by just about everything it gets its hands on). Private companies do. In the long run, a government option eliminates all competition since it can undercut any private company, and print its way out of a deficit. If a government option comes available it should be subject to all the rules and regulations that the government lays on private industry, but rules do not apply to the government.

Is Obama just stupid when he says a government option in health care will increase competition? Nope... he knows exactly what he is doing... enslaving more to Government...

Scary...

Prayers...

Pisio

P.S.: Bob, don't even bother commenting it will be rejected... with out even being considered (I am too busy pulling Bush's jock out of my mouth; dipS**t).